Thursday, October 04, 2012
An apple and a banana this evening saved me from yet another chocolate bar. ..
Yes it is sugar, but i think my body uses it differeently, i know my head does. aND FRANKLY there is something to be used aside from the attractive poison.
Dr dr--- seeing a lot right now to take care of things i avoided (partly using sugar as a numbing agent) for too too long. REally i'm tired of feeling this way, but am so so so wrapped up in dr stuff it may take over my life rather than helping me keep one.