Thursday, October 04, 2012
It started with my daughter having issues with EVERYTHING this morning. From breakfast, to what she was going to wear, to cross country practice after school. Usually, she acts VERY mature for her age. SO mature, that when she acts like the 7 year old that she is and has a bit of a fit, I just don't know how to handle it. GREAT start to the day, but we got through it.
My one and only co-worker is off on maternity, and it's starting to get to me. I'm a social person, and it's hard not having anyone to talk to all day. The first week or two was fine, I was extremely busy fielding her phone calls and forwarding all of her mail to corporate. Now, her phone has stopped ringing and she gets very little mail. So it's me and my computer all day. Don't get me wrong, I have plenty of my own work, but it's lonely. Thank God for Slacker radio, but I'm actually starting to talk out loud to myself. That can't be good.
The bradycardia (that low heart rate thing) has been bothering me today. I've been really tired and my heart has felt fluttery. I went to the doctor, and he said he may need to put me on a monitor for a few days to see what's going on because it doesn't bother me ALL the time. They want to see if there's some kind of pattern as to when this is happening. All of the blood tests and things were normal, so I don't know what we're going to do about this. I'm still being told "it's normal" but there is medication if it continues to be a problem.
To top it all off, I'M STARVING! I don't know if I'm bored, if it's the stress, but seriously, I just want to pour a mixing bowl full of cereal, shredded mini wheat's to be exact, and eat the whole box. AND because of the bradycardia, I can't workout tonight. If I could occupy myself with a workout, I could probably keep my mind off of food. UGH! Sorry team, no workout points from me tonight = ( Can I get points for eating?
And, to round out this craptastic day, tomorrow is weigh in and I'm not optimistic. Sorry this is such a downer, but it's been that kind of day. Tomorrow will be better regardless of the scale. My BFF is coming to town, and we're doing a woman's only 5k on Saturday. Something to look forward to.