Things have been going surprisingly well. Except for the STILL UNEMPLOYED part. That's getting stressful. But again, I'd rather take the stress of job hunting over what I went through last year.
Yesterday marked the day Jeff began cheating on me. Not the day I found out, but the day he started.
He calls me "paranoid" and "crazy." I call him "caught in the act." He calls himself "loyal." I say:
But I've managed to stop reading his private messages. He began flirting with a 21-year-old girl, lied about his age (she asked if he was 25. He said "More like 30, but yeah around there." He's 33...12 years older than her), and sent her pics of his junk. And I don't mean the garbage in his apartment. Yes, it was him.
This was my reaction:
I haven't read his DMs since.
Mind you, I'm not trying to kink-shame or shame people who have sent sexy pics of themselves to others. But it's seeing him for who he is anymore...setting up multiple accounts specifically for cybersex as a cartoon pony from a kids show, lying to someone 12 years younger than him and sending her pics of *that*? It's just squicky.
SOOOO much better off without him.
So anyway, again, aside from the unemployment, things are going well here. I've been losing weight again, which is nice to see! Today I hit a new low (157.0) which I think is less than my lowest last year. And THAT wasn't maintainable. This time...I won't say the weight is coming off easily, but it's not the struggle it was.
Funny enough, I've also discovered fewer grey hairs at my temples than have been there in the past few years. I FEEL healthier and more confident than I have in AGES. Dare I say it...even YOUNGER.
I felt really good yesterday, so I took a pic before Jezi and I went to dinner. (We were going to go to dinner then the grocery store, but dinner was REALLY slow. I swear they only had 1 waiter working, but I will say all the eyecandy working other positions made up for it. >.>)
Just have to point out...my double-chin is going away! Seriously, I used to have to take pictures at certain angles with my head tilted up to have any hint of a jaw line. Looking down was RIGHT OUT. But now? YAY! And even though the angle/twist of my body isn't the most flattering, you know what? I don't care! I still like the pic!
We're heading to the grocery store now for more healthy yummy food, but I had to post a little something since I haven't updated in so long.