It has been about three months since I made peace with food and sugar.
Before I accepted that I had a problem with sugar, the thought of "giving it up" for more than a week scared me. Could I do it? Would I binge again?
Instead I GAINED so much more, in fact I did not even focus on "giving up" sugar as much as "gaining freedom" and I will never look back.
GONE are those days where I would feel guilty for eating a whole tub of ice cream. BY MYSELF, in secret!
GONE are the days when I HAD to work out as damage control
GONE are the days when I counted calories and obsessed with every step onto the scale.
GONE, GONE , GONE.
If you have been my spark-friend for longer than 3 months, you will remember what I used to be like.
My poor body had been trying to communicate with me for 3 years and I just did not get it, until I accepted that I was addicted to sugar and needed to give it up , not because it was a rule, but because I wanted freedom and liberation more than I wanted the temporary fix sugar gave me.
The FEAR of giving it up was WAY worse than the actual experience! Since my diet has been relatively clean for the last 6 - 8 months, kicking the sugar habit did not produce huge side effects when I stopped having it. IN fact I was ELATED that no longer was I controlled by the scale, but I knew that whatever that scale said, it could not take away my clear concience, knowing that I had not bowed down to the slavery of food and sugar and white processed carbs in particular.
I know not everyone is like me, not everyone has become carbohydrate intolerant, but watch out for those tell tale signs that you may be heading in that direction. It sneaks up on you!
The 8 pounds I lost were just a bonus, I am thankful for that, but it wasn't my primary reason for giving up sugar. I wanted a healthier emotional state and sugar was not helping!
3 months and counting and I am so blessed to know that it all happened when I realized once and for all that I was created for MORE than a slavery or an addiction to sugar.