Thursday, October 04, 2012
All evening, as I rushed about paying bills and making treats for Pack Meeting tomorrow, I worried that I had eaten too many calories and wouldn't be able to remember where I had taken them from. (I only tasted the spoon twice, or maybe three times, honest.)
It was a busy day and a bit off my regular schedule. I have been busy at work and tried to fit an 8 hour day into 4 as I had meetings all afternoon. I didn't pack a lunch but planned to stop at home and grab something on my way to the meeting, which I did. I still ended up being late and sitting alone in the back. No problem.
When i got home, I thought about all the things on my list at home to do and decided I needed to pay bills. By the time I was done, it was dinner time so we threw some leftovers out and those were hard calories to count since I made it before I started counting again. Then I had to decide between a walk and making cookies. I didn't want to let my cubs down so, I made cookies.
Then, as I sat down to count my calories, I was shocked that I had partaken less than yesterday. Could that be true? I haven't felt hungry, but I did feel less in control. I can only do the best I can each day and today I feel like this was as good as I could be.