Wednesday, October 03, 2012
I have been taking some time lately periodically, looking over old tracking logs. Another good reason to track everything. But driving myself crazy really, trying to study them.
Things have been slower than I had hoped. I really thought I would have been farther along. I understand things slow down, etc but I was trying to find something more concrete and logical. I had been seeing some patterns, but it was really driving me insane trying to figure out what it meant, thinking about it all the time, trying to figure it all out.
I think I was analyzing to the point of paralyzing.
So I released myself from that stress the other day. And I think I just now realized, that since I decided to not stress it so much, I think that helped to open up my eyes. I was reading through some things that I have read before - several times even - and something just clicked today. An a-ha moment if you will. I think seeing my patterns and clearly identifying them, made it easy for me to see how it related to the information I had been reading.
So I took the necessary time today, to try to comprehend it all & to work through my plan. I think I have a good idea what I need to do. Now I am on the Make it Happen Program. I can't wait to see my progress at the end of the month!!