Friday, September 28, 2012
Although things on the health and fitness front have been well, it seems my self-destructive and neurotic tendencies have seeped over into other parts of my life. I'm physically healthier, losing weight, and feeling better BUT with this newly discovered introversion and reflection, I am realizing my world is a mess. I have intricate interpersonal relationships and health issues that need to be addressed, but it's almost like my brain is cutting me off from further progress. I know I can do anything I put my mind to, my problem is (and has always been) taking the first step.
On a positive note, today is my 2 month anniversary with my workout and food plan. I have lost 19 pounds & have surprised myself and also a few ppl around me.
I am still a happy person overall but I guess I am just now realizing that the deeper I get into life changes, the more past damage I am going to be forced to face. I may not be emotionally ready for the road ahead but I am a strong girl and I am going to do my best to tackle my demons and keep my head up high! :)