Wednesday, September 26, 2012
I have had it. I mean seriously had it.
I am never, ever, going to lose this weight until I am number 1 on my list. That sounds harsh to me....inconsiderate, selfish, etc... etc.. etc....
Well So be it. I guess that is what I will have to think I am until I finally get it through to MYSELF that I need to give to myself first, to be a better MOM, a better wife, A better ME.
I do not need to get up and start laundry right away, and my 10th grader can make her own lunch if need be. I need to start with a cup a coffee and WORK OUT. Other people get up and start at 4:30 a.m. I can show up at 5:00 a.m. I always say, I never have enough time, I am too tired after work and yesterday...was no exception.
THIS WEIGHT IS NOT COMING OFF doing my half baked routine any longer. I CAN'T KEEP doing the SAME THING! I need to get with it! :) I have HAD IT with this nonsense.
When I used to be successful with two little itsy bitsy kids...I got up and worked out at 5:00 a.m. I knew I had to...because I accepted the fact my kids were tiny and they would need my attention. Today ...Sigh I get side tracked every single morning. Not this morning. Not any more.
I got to go...workout.