Friday, September 21, 2012
I am totally feeling the best that I have felt in a long time. I have to say it is because of SP that I feel like this. Don't get me wrong, I have so many problems right now that I should be my usual grumpy, sarcastic, bitchy self but amazingly I am not.
This week I made the decision to let go, to stop sweating the small stuff and to finally, after 21 years, put myself first. I have been so happy, smiling all week and being very courteous to everyone around me, even the ones that are my constant triggers lol.
I am focusing on organizing my life, my health, my weight, my eating habits and just focusing on me overall. It's about time that I do this. It about time that I choose to put myself first. It's like when the flight attendant gives their speech before take off when they tell you to secure your oxygen mask before assisting others with theirs... if you don't take care of YOU first, how can you possibly help others?
I hope I can keep this up. Weekends are the worst for me, I totally go off track. Luckily I have been able to bounce back during the week and even though I feel like crap on Monday for all of the abuse that I put my body through I know that I am doing something positive at least 5 days a week!
Tomorrow fall starts, my favorite time of the year! Have an awesome weekend everyone!
the future me!