And before you start singing, "Play that funky music white boy!" Its not in a good way. I feel like I have just given up. I truly feel so tired lately and the easy fix would be to get back on the wagon. But finances have taken their toll. We can barely buy food at this point. Im not working that much and my husbands hours have dropped. He was lined up for a second job but that failed. So now he is looking again. So what we do get I make sure the kids eat well. We applied for assistance. I haven't had assistance since I was a singe mom at 18. So its a big bite in the tush. I still try to eat right, but sometimes I can't really afford much so I go without. I do make sure I still get my water and I take vitamins but I think that its taking its toll. The stress, the lack of nutrition. I gained only a pound and a half. And Im not too angry with that, I am just upset that not being able to afford food really puts me in a hard situation.
I know my assistance is going to come through so hopefully things will start looking up. I am staying faithful to God because i know he is in charge and I can't do this without him. But its oh so difficult to be patient. Wish me luck this week. I am stressed right now and really tired as I right this so please be patient if its lacking proper anything.