We are on cycle # 3 of actually, not even trying not to, but hey, purposefully trying.

I am excited to realize that I am indeed ovulating on a fairly regular schedule. Started tracking temps awhile back, kinda vaguely tracking CM, and BD'ing it up on all the right days.

I used to be a proud Planned Parenthood patient, but I am seeing my first big girl OB-GYN on Friday (tomorrow), and a skosh nervous about it.

I will be more than prepared, and that's the nurse in me taking over versus the scared-to-turn-30-before-being
-a-mom-nervous-freak in me. I will print my charting. I will describe my concerns.

Hopefully, maybe, it will be all for naught. I made the appointment because I was freaking out over my short luteal phase. So what if it's normal after being on BC for about a decade, but it still was scaring me.

Today is 12DPO without AF showing. That's really good for me, considering it usually showed at 9DPO and fully wrecked my day at 10DPO. I also ovulated at CD15 instead of 18.

However, this is making me pee-on-a-stick crazy. I've used one CBE, and 2 Rite-Aid's. No go. Yeah, the whole 14 day thing is based on how many days post implantation, not ovulation, but again, the crazy in me has decided that I must be pregnant because I have not been my normally pleasant psychotic that I would be pre-menstrual.

Oh god, I hate this hormonal roller coaster. I know 3 cycles is like, nothing, but it feels like an eternity.

I'm just hoping that the MD doesn't think I am crazy.

Sorry to over-share, but the hubs just doesn't get it. He wants to be a daddy, but, doesn't get the hormonal terror this is to me.

Hope you all are looking forward to a good weekend.

Loving the weather here, it's getting to be my time of year. Birthday is coming up, fall is coming, there is a li'l bit o'frost on the car windows in the morning.