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Hating Myself, Again

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

It has been a long time since I have made a blog entry. In fact, it has been a long time since I have even been on SparkPeople. I really miss this place but life has a way of taking over. I have put back on maybe 20 to 25 pounds since I left Vegas. I hate living back in MI. I have the added responsibility of raising my grandson. Now please don't get me wrong I love him with all my heart. His mom, my duaghter is useless. He is mine to raise. I so want to leave the state and travel again but until I get custody, which she won't give, I am stuck here.

We think we might have found a gym here that is very much like the one we worked out in in Vegas. DBF is going to check it out Friday. Cost is about the same, hoepfully the atmosphere is the same. Also thinking about starting yoga, I have some serious muscle tightness issues causing me to walk wrong. I am hoping that slowly I can get into a routine. It does not help that I do not have a staff job and I travel an hour one way to work. i then have to feed the lil guy and wash dishes. My DBF does a lot but with him being Mr Mom, we have to share more. I miss the way things use to be but there is no turning back now.

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LITTLE_QUEEN 9/18/2012 8:26AM

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TIMLINLUVER 9/18/2012 7:25AM

Sounds like a yoga class is just the ticket. Good luck. I hope things start to get better. Don't hate yourself. You are doing what you can.

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GINNJEN1974 9/18/2012 6:27AM

    Hope the gym works out. I also hope that in time maybe your daughter will see giving you custody is the best she can do for her son.

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