Is it Wednesday yet??
Monday, September 17, 2012
Pretty much sums it up. In my conflicted head, that equals anxiety, fear, confusion, excitement, and.... more anxiety. Yes, I'm still weighing myself everyday and I'm 100% ok with that (huge accomplishment, but I know that is only because the scale is going down!), but I'm only updating my ticker on Wednesdays/THE WI day. But I SO want to update my ticker NOW, I want the world/SP to see that the scale has dropped, I want to update it, I want it to reflect currently, not 5 days ago. I want SP to go on the newsfeed "CANES4EVER63 has lost X pounds, congrats from Spark People!" and I want everyone to like it (greedy much??). I want... I just want to update it because for some reason, Wednesday's WI is what matters. Not today's, not yesterday's, and not even tomorrow's, but Wednesday's. I have NO idea how extreme Wednesday's WI has become in my mind, but it has and it's only Week 1! This was NOT the case last BLC (where I was updating my ticker everyday) and I hate that it has become the case now.
Ok, anxiety gone. Whew!
On a positive note, I made quite a good soup for dinner. Sweet potatoes and cauliflower. Yum! I had 2 cups for dinner, it was yummy. The only problem with JUST this for dinner? It's pure veggies and has no protein. Oh well. Maybe I'll make that a goal for this coming week - more variety in my meals.
I was going to have apples and honey after dinner tonight in honor of Rosh Hashanah, but since when do I actually celebrate my Jewish heritage? Uhm. Never. And I'm actually really full right now, so maybe tomorrow if I'm feeling up for more food after dinner. So L'Shanah Tovah!