Sunday, September 16, 2012
I realized that I was staying too busy, with the groups I have started here in the building where I live. I also admitted to myself that my best friend here is also my worst friend, because she is so negative and has started putting me down and making fun of me.
So I quit going to the groups and avoid the negative person==altho she did infringe on my serenity while I was in the laundry room the other night.
Anyway, it is SO freeing to have my time to myself. I enjoyed this weekend! I worked on cleaning and tidying up my apt. I walked outside with my doggie, and took time to enjoy looking at the clouds. I am not feeling so MUCH like a tumbleweed.
This is the first time in my life that I do not have responsibilities to other people. And I am 60 years old! Wow! That's a lot of time taking care of other people!
So, I am just being quiet and listening for the rhythm of my life and my heart...