Saturday, September 15, 2012
Well this week I am feeling real serious about this. Went to doctor asked about my heart and my weight and then the words came out of my mouth that made it change. It was my aha moment. I want to extend my life and this fat is making it shorter. What do I do? She looked at me and said exercise. Well it has been three weeks. I should start exercising. I will walk everyday. Abby likes doing that with me. Tuesday I am going to a meeting about surgery. I'm not sure what exactly is going on but I feel like I am taking care of me now. Yesterday was my b-day and I think... really think I can make this the first step of the rest of my life. I remember in the marathons I get to the end taking just one more step. I want to do the Flying Pig one more time and I know in my condition I wouldn't make it. So there is my long time goal. It is in the spring so I am going to say try hard for this year but it is so hard that I may have to lose weight and train some more.