I have struggled with depression for the last several years and thought that I had finally won the battle. I found a medication that didn't make me feel "out of body" and like a robot and felt like living life again. The last couple of months though have been really tough and I don't know why. I don't like upping medication, but I may have to.... I've been crying every day for two weeks now and just generally feeling awful. Even taking my dogs for a walk doesn't seem to lift my mood. I wish (like all other illnesses) that we could just find a cure so that I could get back to my upbeat, happy self.