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    SIENALYN   14,510
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Tuesday, September 11, 2012

I am constantly frustrated with myself and AMAZED!
I can feel like crap because of a back slide, deep down I know I wont give up but part of me has. The doubt sets in and I feel like that's it, I'll never get to that final goal of just being able to live a healthy lifestyle. I feel lost like I don't know where to start again, how to pick up the pieces, what to eat, how to work out?

I literally research and write out a plan. I HAVE to write out a daily checklist of what to eat, how to workout, when to play and have learning time with my daughter, house cleaning, self care... just to keep my life, myself and my health in balance. As if I've never lost weight or cooked a healthy meal before. Silly but true.

One week being back into my I am worth, it, I can do it 'mode' and I am 6 lbs down! I am eating right, I am working hard and I feel fn amazing! I am kicking some serious ass right now! My 27th Birthday is 5 weeks away and I set a goal of 151 lbs. I figured Id be happy just to lose the weight I gained over the summer. I am now thinking I should reevaluate that goal.

I do my best when I follow my own plan, everything I have learned from every time I have fallen. Working hard and balancing MY lifestyle with what all those books, det plans, trainers say is the right way to do it. I can do this, you can do this, we all can do this!

okay, time to go get a killer workout in!

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
EVER-HOPEFUL 9/22/2012 8:50AM

    well you know what they say what doesn´t kill you makes you stronger so go for your killer workout and kick butt love emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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TSOWELLS07 9/17/2012 6:44PM

    You got this!!!!!

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TAMARA6905 9/14/2012 9:11AM

    You can do it!!! If anybody can, it's you!

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PHEBESS 9/13/2012 10:14AM

    Each of us has the same struggle, but because we're individuals we each have to do this in our own way. So keep up the struggle, you are doing great! (You are HIDDEN behind your old pants - that's the proof of how well you're doing!)

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MJ-SHE-BEAST 9/12/2012 1:25PM

    You have lost a huge amount of weight over time and you know what works for you. I'm not worried about that for you at all. I'm just glad to see you back. Your sunshiny personality was missed!

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POOKASLUAGH 9/11/2012 9:18PM

    Woohoo! I love that you're going it your way! :)

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DIANER2014 9/11/2012 8:00PM

    Sounds like a plan! Hang in there, you will reach your goal. emoticon
Enjoy your workout! emoticon on your 6 pound weight loss. emoticon

Comment edited on: 9/11/2012 8:02:01 PM

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BOHEMMOM 9/11/2012 2:24PM

    YOU GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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TXLADY110 9/11/2012 2:24PM

    Woohoo 151!!
May your insight keep you on track.

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