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The greatest obstacles are in our head: a race report

Monday, September 10, 2012

Coming back from my summer slump I have done three 10Kís.

The first 1 was awful. I hadnít been running consistently and gained several pounds over vacation. End of July- it was so freakin hot!!! Then my MP3 died half-way. I felt so sluggish and heavy but mostly discouraged, beat, defeated. Of course, all this is mostly in my head but soon enough my body got the message. I stopped to walk twice. I NEVER walk! Of course, not my best time but I didnít care- I just wanted it to be over.

The following 10K, I had MP3 issues again, but got over it early on. It was hot too, direct sunlight hitting me a good portion of the way but then clouds thankfully. A long steady hill almost killed me at 8K but I pushed through and didnít stop at all throughout the course. My time was not impressive but I felt much better with my effort than the previous race, although I still struggled with negative thoughts at times. Why do I torture myself like this?

Now yesterdayís race with all its obstacles reminded me that itís all in our head. The race took place at my momís hometown about 1.5 hour drive away from my house. I stayed with her during the weekend, and it wasnít until 30 minutes before the race start (she lives like 2 minutes from the start) that I realized I had left my running shoes at home. After getting mad then sad then mad again, I decided to use my momís- one whole size and a half smaller. Oh yes. I am crazy. My poor toes!!! I took it in stride- literally- and went for it. Whatís the worst that could happen? If I hurt too much, Iíll stop. So in the midst of my shoe ordeal- it started raining, I mean POURING. We warmed up and lined up in pouring cold rain. A nice refreshing shower is one thing and a DOWNPOUR is another! So off I went, soaking wet in the pouring rain, in tiny shoes, without my usual MP3/music. At first I was kind of freaking out; all I could think about was having to pee and my sore feet. The heavy rain kept on for at least 2K, then gradually stopped. I found my stride and was in the zone. Forgot about everything. I was enjoying the crisp cool weather, the energetic and supportive crowds, the beautiful scenery. I even appreciated the several hills that brought variety and mini-challenges to the route. I didnít feel the need or desire to stop. Most importantly, I felt good. Proud. Strong. I felt that running JOY that I had lost for a while. When I crossed that finish line I proved to myself that we are the only ones who can put limits on ourselves and we are the only ones who can break them. Obstacles make victory that much sweeter! And what do you know? I placed 2nd in my age group! Imagine had I worn my size 8 1/2 s!!!

It is not the mountain we conquer, but ourselves. Hillary, Sir Edmund

As long as a man stands in his own way, everything seems to be in his way. Emerson, Ralph Waldo
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IMSMILEY88 10/12/2012 9:53PM

    Wow! Way to hang in there and overcome the obstacles... and to ENJOY your run! Thanks for the inspiration!!!

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GONABFIT 10/9/2012 8:02AM

    Way to overcome!!!!! It really is in our mind. We can do anything we put our minds to, glad you CONQUERED this race!!

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PRIMATEP 9/17/2012 3:37PM

    Thanks for this motivation! I am the poster child for mental obstacles and I think reading this has helped me.

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VEGALEGARRETA 9/11/2012 11:19AM

    Es cierto.. los obstaculos estan en nuestra mente..
Wendy.
en cuanto terminaste el 10k? usando los tennis de tu MOM?


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PAKITA72 9/11/2012 10:04AM

    Super! Very inspirational :) Great job and keep running!!

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BOGUSANNIE 9/10/2012 5:38PM

    wow!!! great blog

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KINSEYLMP 9/10/2012 4:32PM

    Girl, you are in my head for sure...you're so right about it all being in our heads. My sister talked me into my half in 2008 with only 2 months to train. A run in Miami in late January (coming from the north) was the draw for me. All I wanted to do was finish. Couldn't care less about the time. Now I've done 5 halfs, a few 10ks and am supposed to be training for another half in a couple of weeks. I've been struggling mentally to stay motivated to get out there, and once out there to complete the circuit I've mapped for myself that day. Physically I know I can manage it...its just somehow my mental stamina lags behind my physical stamina. Team sports are more my thing, but running does give you that endorphin release. I've been saying this is my last half...and yet I keep doing them. I really do prefer 10ks. If you ever have the chance to get to Quebec city, what a fabulous event! Happy running. Good on you!

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