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Struggling

Monday, September 10, 2012

My heart is heavy with the passing of my Mother. Last Thursday was one of the hardest days of my life. I have never seen anyone die. My sister, my husband and I were with my Mom when she passed. I don't think she wanted to leave us. She fought to the end. Thank you to everyone who left words of comfort and support on my last blog. It's nice to know there are people who think of you during difficult times:-)

In the days since I lost my mom I've struggled with my food. A part of me thought if I ate whatever I wanted and as much as I wanted I would feel comforted. What was I thinking! I realized today that no matter how much I eat, it won't fill the emptiness my mom's passing left behind. Now I have 6 more pounds to lose..sigh. So today I am getting myself back on track. Today I am concentrating on healthy meals and eating fruit and veggies as snacks. I know I can reach my goals and eating right is the first step on my journey to a healthier me!
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PEBBLES706 9/10/2012 8:18PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. It is always a hard time whenever we lose someone that we love. I probably would have done the same as you in your situation. Stay strong for you, I am sure that is the way your mother would have wanted you to be. Eating vegetables and fruits is great but as far as the stress that I'm sure you have, try a little more exercising when you feel sad. Sometimes it even helps to take a walk or to call a friend/family member to talk to. Grief is horrible, give yourself the time to grieve and be nice to you. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time. emoticon

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SKY2012 9/10/2012 2:41PM

    aawwww baby girl sis, sorry your mom passed.
My parents passed.
I feel your pain, I was at work when I read your post and then went back and read the prior one and water filled up my eyes.

Please know that we are here with you emoticon and you are NOT alone.

hugssssssssssss

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TRUHART 9/10/2012 12:24PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon

emoticon emoticon emoticon you're right food can't fill the holes in our heart... do find ways to be gentle with yourself while you grieve... time to cry, time to just be... and seek foods that nourish you both physically and emotionally... chamomile tea perhaps in the evenings... a warm cup of veggie soup for snack or dinner, that will feel soothing and filling...

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IWILLLOSETOO 9/10/2012 10:26AM

    Very sorry for your loss Storm.

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