Sunday, September 09, 2012
My goodness! I just tried on clothes at a local store and could not believe what i saw. Normally when i shop i don't try on clothes and it has nothing to do with not wanting to see my body. I am just always in a hurry.
In the fitting room, i got a chance to see my body...full view. I wasn't shamed or disappointed but shocked and happy to say that i have started back working out.
I believe i have been in denial. What i look like and my perception of myself is definitely not the same.
Working on me one day at a time.....off to the gym to get my fifty minutes on the arc trainer over and done with.......
Dang....I saw every dimple in my leg... with bright lights...that's should be enough to keep me working out and eating better for quite some time