Sunday, September 09, 2012
My dear friends,today is 9 months how I lost my dear mom
It hurt so much,every day,every moment I think about her and I wish I can see her one more time and tell her how much I love her and how much I wish she is here with me.Why my momy die so fast and I couldn't spend more time with her?
Does she know how much I love her?She is with my daddy in Haven and I don't know when I am going to see them again,God it hurt so much.I feel like a kid even I am 43 years old,I feel so sad
God please tell them how much I love them and how hard life is!!!!!!.........Can you please send them my live God?Mommy you told me in my dream how cold your feet are,Mommy if I can I will fly to be at your grave now,but mommy I can't afford to go
I will come soon as I can and I will bring you socks and slippers and many flowers,sorry mommy I don't have money now.
My friends I was beside my mommy when she pass away and I could not do anything to save her life,it hurt so much
This is me and my mommy in 2006,just six months after my daddy pass away.
This was last time we walk together,in 2011 December she could not walk and she couldn't talk a lot,because she was in pain.