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MSBETH

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Dusting the cobwebs off my page...

Thursday, September 06, 2012

WHOA.... it has been a WHILE since I logged in here... however, as soon as I did, I realized how much I've missed this place...

I wish I could chime in that I have been doing AWESOME... but it's just not the case. I have had a rough few months.... To make a loooooooong story short

i DID complete the 5K I signed up for in June :) That was exciting....

In May I had a miscarriage, that was...... sad... and I kinda fell off the face of the Earth for a while. I'm sad b/c I allowed myself to go back into that state of... well... eating whatever I want and not exercising at all - just feeling bad for myself. It is overrated.. and.... I'm over it. I feel like crap, I look like crap... and I am not looking forward to my favorite season. Ugh.

I'm in school now so I leave home at 8 and do not return until after 8, so, it's a long day.... but... I don't care, I refuse to go back to that depressed place anymore.. it's sad there and... I don't want to be sad anymore. I'm doing great in school, so far, and I'm looking for positivity all around me.

I'd like to say, after a very busy and VERY TRYING past few months... I AM BACK!!! :):)
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  • v PESKETTJACQ
    Welcome back ... glad to have you here. Just know when you're feeling down on yourself, we're always here to lift you up. Keep up the hard work and have fun.
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    1451 days ago
  • v KATRINAWINDHAM
    Welcome back! I know we can do this together!
    1451 days ago
  • v LDAVIS648
    im glad you are back its where you need to be now get back on the horse always find the good in things if you dont you will miss the rainbows and only find the rain
    1451 days ago
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