Thursday, August 30, 2012
Things are looking better I have an appointment to view an apartment tonight after work and am so excited...I think this is the one! I really need to move its just so uncomfortable living with him because he seems to be a stranger to me I have never seen this side of him and it breaks my heart...he was/is the one...he has made such a huge impact on my life in a good way I have become a better stronger person and have done so much I would not have done if we had not shared the last 6 years together, but this man I am seeing now is not that man I so wish I knew why.
On a brighter note I have 19 more days till my surgery and I cannot wait...the last few days have been a struggle to keep losing weight and I have actually gained 1.6 pounds in the last 3 days. It is back on track today for me though I have my single serving foods and no coffee this morning. I have stopped every morning at Dunkin Donuts for a medium ice coffee with cream and that is 105 calories I seem to have dropped a lot of weight when I did not stop for this so back to not having it and see what I can do. Also looks to be a great weekend to go bike riding so I will be doing that. GOTTA MOVE IT MOVE IT!!!
Thank you for the support to all of you wonderful SPARKPEOPLE it is amazing what a few comments, prayers, thoughts can do to and for a person! I thank you all!