Tuesday, August 28, 2012
I like challenges, most of the time. And I've been pushing myself hard, harder than I have ever before I believe. And I began to feel really good. And when I work this hard, the weight pretty much drips off my body. BUT, my health has to be monitored, and maybe I should have followed up with doctors before starting this hard pushing... between work, obsessing over losing weight, starting a new job and trying to get school set up... I could be overloading, #1: my heart and #2 my brain... last night I was experiencing one of my milder migraines... I've also started to feel very fatigued, which could be due to a oncoming migraine or my heart doin' it's thing. I'm honestly, sick of feeling sick... wait, that isn't right... sick of the ups and downs of my body. I try so hard to feel good, and when I do it seems like it pulls one of it's ailments out to play. What to do, what to do...