So far I am down 8 lbs. 2 pounds to go until I reward myself. I decided on a pedicure. I need a little pampering :)

I still feel good. My fiance is so supportive and has been going to the gym with me and we are making and honest attempt toward a healthier life.

I have to push away the doubt. It seems every time I work toward losing weight I start off with a bang. Then things just fizzle. Luke training for a tough mudder next year is certainly helping motivate him which is good for me because he actually WANTS to go to the gym with me.

I want this think this time is different. It is so far. I have been making minor changes to tweak my diet. We are researching recipes, planning out our meals for the week and just being very positive.

I can do this. I can make these changes. I can live these changes.