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Depressed =(

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Today was such a hectic and exhausting day. When I finally got home, I sat down and started looking things up on the internet regarding information on pregnancy and trying to concieve (ttc). What I found was disheartening. Growing up I had a very irregular period and to avoid the irregualrities I started using birth control. I was told that using birth control would help my overall body get used to a regular flow. Now that I am off of it, I was hoping it would fix my period like I was told, but after my first month off of bc I was 8 days late and it only lasted 2 days. This month I started tracking my BBT and I don't even think I'm ovulating!!! I am lost and my DH is doing all he can to keep my mind off this topic....BUT all I've ever thought about was having kids, so to stop now is like asking me to stop breathing!!!! To top it off, many of my friends are starting to have families without even trying. I can't help it, but I'm happy for them as well as jealous. Today just sucks =(

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
LCDOUGLASAU 11/12/2012 8:31AM

    emoticon I know the feelings you are having! TTC'ing is such a hard, emotional process! I hope that you are successful soon!

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