Thursday, August 23, 2012
I wasn't going to work out today Because........and then .... and I
wasn't feeling ....It was to hot....I didn't have the right clothes on and the right size shoes. My friend needed me because....the kids need school clothes ....the dog has emotional issues...
WHAT? Stop right there take a breathe and say so what !!! I need to breathe , I need a roof over my head some healthy food and at least a walk. Exercise is what our body needs and craves if you let it. All you have to do is silence all those voices in your head that say pick me first I am more important. Silence the I can't or won"t devil
and then keep right on going and put your new shoes on.
Speaking of new I got a new boss recently we had our first meeting as a group.She knows my background , My last department had me using my brain more I had to find answers for 100 people sometimes by asking questions. My new job is sort of cut and dry or is it.? So my new boss asked us questions about our job I was the most vocal of the group There are 6 of us most of the others sat there but I answered every question as truthful as I could to give her the most help .She picked me to find her an answer to a question. Me the newest to the department. SHE PICKED ME!!!!! I was so happy I had an extra spring in my step Wahoo I couldnt wait to get home to exercise.
Okay my job is a little boring and my coworkers talk to me the least maybe because I am new maybe because I have the most seniority or maybe they just don't like me. Maybe them not talking to me for 8 hours straight while they talk and laugh with each other all day is part of the reason I have been feeling unable to exercise or so I thought until I Stopped ..,Paused... and Started exercising a little every day and I am now realizing I can go farther every day because I have silenced the I can't I won't
I an glad my boss recognized me for who I am and what I have to offer. It was fun hunting down answers and searching for new questions again, I didn't disappoint her either. Glad I got a new boss and a new outlook on life,
Speaking of new I bought new sneakers recently. I bought them with the idea that spring is right around the corner ,the air will be cooler .I will want to walk more with the dog and it will get dark early so my new sneakers have fluorescent yellow on the soles and bright royal blue designs on the sides. People have told me they love my kids shoes, maybe I should stick to one color and act my age. They would never wear my shoes because they stand out.
They don't get me I want to stand out to be noticed I want to feel more like a kid. They don't get that what I could have said when I bought them is You know I have been sick for two months now maybe I shouldn't buy them at all. But I stopped right there ....Paused.... and then Started again with my feel better I can do anything attitude. The attitude I want you to take with you always