Thursday, August 23, 2012
So I'm down 26 pounds now since June 26th. Not bad for 2 months! My eating habits are changed, the cravings for junk are gone and I fell GOOD when I make healthy eating choices, and I feel great to be 2 sizes smaller!!! ...however...my brain is still on "fat" mode as far as my thoughts go. I still continue to beat myself up every day that I'm still fat, I'm still ugly, and it's going to take forever for my body to change even though I've made the choice to stay with these healthy ways...does this ever stop? I really try to be positive to myself, I even took myself for a mani/pedi last night to celebrate all my weight loss so far and it felt good for a second, but then my thoughts are right back at Ms Negativity. *sigh* please tell me this doesn't last!!!