This is my first blog I guess... Umm.. So far my new work out routine is going well. The first week and a half I felt rather dead/tired. Now I seem to have more energy again. My endurance has gotten better, and now I am able to job with very little walking for a full hour. I don't really enjoy it though. I end up getting lost in my thoughts and slowing down/slowing down for the need to breath. Though my body isn't actually tired anymore when I go jogging. I think I need to work on increasing my speed now, and perhaps that will give me a better work out.

Most my days are spent working out, cooking, then looking for a job. I have gotten a call back for a job, but honestly thinking of calling the number back leaves me with anxiety So I am too afraid to check my messages and stuff. One job recruiter not only called me, but emailed me to tell me I didn't qualify for a job. LOL.. that was pretty amusing.

I am helping someone else look for a job as well. I feel very bored/drained. I really want to go back to school, but my student loan defaulted so I may not ever be able to go to college again..at least if I go I might not be able to get aid to. So school has been put off again for me. I am not as depressed as I sound. I just feel really kinda blah... I wish something good would happen for once. The days seem to be going by quick. At least nothing horrible has happened or anything. Also I lost 6 inches...So that is good. My hip measurements are still around the same size. Oddly my hips fluctuate between 40-41 inches. Before I was only eating around 500-900 calories a day. That was making me sick, so I increased my calories to 1200, and now I have gained weight..but have lost weight at the same time..it is odd and I have no idea what is going on with my body. I wonder if I will ever reach my goal of 35 inch hips. Maybe I am just not meant to have small hips. ^^" anyway enough rambling. Bye for now