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Wednesday, August 22, 2012

This is my first blog I guess... Umm.. So far my new work out routine is going well. The first week and a half I felt rather dead/tired. Now I seem to have more energy again. My endurance has gotten better, and now I am able to job with very little walking for a full hour. I don't really enjoy it though. I end up getting lost in my thoughts and slowing down/slowing down for the need to breath. Though my body isn't actually tired anymore when I go jogging. I think I need to work on increasing my speed now, and perhaps that will give me a better work out.

Most my days are spent working out, cooking, then looking for a job. I have gotten a call back for a job, but honestly thinking of calling the number back leaves me with anxiety So I am too afraid to check my messages and stuff. One job recruiter not only called me, but emailed me to tell me I didn't qualify for a job. LOL.. that was pretty amusing.

I am helping someone else look for a job as well. I feel very bored/drained. I really want to go back to school, but my student loan defaulted so I may not ever be able to go to college again..at least if I go I might not be able to get aid to. So school has been put off again for me. I am not as depressed as I sound. I just feel really kinda blah... I wish something good would happen for once. The days seem to be going by quick. At least nothing horrible has happened or anything. Also I lost 6 inches...So that is good. My hip measurements are still around the same size. Oddly my hips fluctuate between 40-41 inches. Before I was only eating around 500-900 calories a day. That was making me sick, so I increased my calories to 1200, and now I have gained weight..but have lost weight at the same time..it is odd and I have no idea what is going on with my body. I wonder if I will ever reach my goal of 35 inch hips. Maybe I am just not meant to have small hips. ^^" anyway enough rambling. Bye for now
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FUUSAIFY 8/24/2012 7:45PM

    @CkMatherly
No..I am probably not built for 35 inch hips. I can dream though XD It is just awkward being as short as I am and having such wide hips. Maybe I will be satisfied with my wide hips one day. The smallest I've gotten them is 37.5 inches @_@' but that was when I was unhealthy...
Yeah I am eating healthier now, which is good~ and I just found a job =D

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CKMATHERLY 8/23/2012 11:12AM

    Um, are you built for 35 inch hips? It will come down to bone structure and your body type. Reaching a number isn't as important as looking healthy and feeling healthy. Is it possible, more than likey, but will you be skin and bones to do it? You will gain muscle and lose fat, but 500-900 calories a day is probably not enough, you body will eat your muscles and you need those. emoticon

Just keep looking, my BF was laid off in May and he's looking too. Good luck!

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DRKYASHI 8/22/2012 2:48PM

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