started back to school tonight after nearly a year off due to my eating disorder. it felt really good to be back and I'm so glad to be taking the class I'm taking with the professor that I have.....anatomy lab. I have decided to drop down to just one credit hour and I'm lucky that my parents are going to pay for this for me. This is my last chance to get a good grade in this class or there goes the dream of nursing school.

really struggling foodwise but I'll get through it. got a great team behind me and my coach is really cheering me on. she's the best cheerleader ever.

meeting with yet another new therapist tomorrow and talking on the phone with another. we shall see how that goes. I really hope that there is a stronger connection to the phone one bc she's on my insurance and will be more affordable. the other one does do sliding scale but is still more than what my insurance copay would be. keep your fingers crossed for me.

trying to trust the process