Tuesday, August 21, 2012
So I went on vacation last week to my best friends house after being way too stressed out in my work, relationship and home life. I am financially stuck living with my parents and I have decided to either get a second job or really buy almost nothing just to save. My mother god bless her is one of the most negative people I know. She is only home for maybe 15 minutes while I am but in those 15 mins she is so negative. She walked in yesterday and didnt even ask me how i was just started in on how she cant stand how her coworker complains all the time and blah blah. Then she started complaining about how I have food in the refrigerator and all this stuff..I got so mad I left 5 minutes early for work. It really cranks up my anxiety and I have asked her not to do it and I have asked my dad to talk to her but she has verbal diarrhea. I love her but she really builds up my anxiety when she does this and there is no way to stop it until I move out. Luckily I havent eaten bad because of it but alot of times it causes me to emotionally eat. I just needed to vent about it. I love my mom and I feel bad that she has such anxiety in her life but I just hate listening to her constant negativity. Last night at work wasnt too bad hopefully tonight will be better. I worked out again today and my eating has gone well. Last night during supper I had no cravings and was not too hungry. YEAH ME!