My first day back to work after being gone for 9 weeks. Part of me really wants to go back and the other part of me just wants to give up and not do anything. But I know I really need to do this and move forward because I'm not doing myself any good at home . I called and got myself put back on the schedule a week early, another week at home I think would have just been more depressing. It will be a good day, I need it to be a good day.