Monday, August 20, 2012
I went through life not knowing what was around the corner until I got there but I do now.
Ever since I joined SparkPeople I have found that there are people out there just like me. I am on a journey to fine the real me again and since I have found this place to be helpful and friendly. I can't ask for better friends then I have here. You can never tell a book by its cover and believe me I have tried.
The true value of friendship is not knowing who will stab you in the back but who will be there with you as you go through a journey to reach your goals. I have found that true friendship is the people that are going through what you are going through and who will help you along the way.
I have found some wonderful people here that I call my best friends and that I can talk to and who will help me when I need it. My journey is a long one and that I plan to finish it no matter how long it takes me and how far I have to go to reach my goal. I want to lose this weigh so that I can finally fit into a dress that I wore when my boyfriend and I started going together, I know that I can do it but I have to start thinking and acting like I really want it and not saying that it will happen over night because I know it won't.
I have a dream and that dream is to be able to look in a mirror and see the old me when I use to weigh 135lbs because it would be heaven on earth if I could get back to that size once and for all no matter what others say. I have put a plan into motion and I have been doing good so far and I hope to be able to continue until I reach that goal.
I have talked to my parents and they are behind me 100% but I wish that my boyfriend was as well but he thinks that I should just give up on my goal and to think about what he wants out of me. That's not me, I have to look out for number one and that's me. My health is always going to come first no matter what he says or thinks.
I love life and plan to live it to the fullest and cross those obstacles when I come to them. I have to do this for me and no body is going to stop me.
WISH ME LUCK