Must be contagious! I seem to have caught that same funk bug...I think that some of those people at the picnic sucked some of the life out of me...Maybe having your mom at home would be easier on you. That drive back and forth is exhausting...if you can get something to help keep her from falling. There are lap buddies to keep people in their wheelchairs...if you can get her into one! There are pads that beep that can be placed under her sheets on the bed and in chairs for when she gets up...I know that people have used baby monitors too.....my biggest concern for you is your mom falling. I know that this is hard on you. She is lucky to have such a wonderful daughter who cares so much for her.
ROFL, I so know what you mean. I have a whole lot of videos that I wanted to put up, but didn't, mostly cause I couldn't figure out how to though. I'm in the same funk as you, mind you at least have a weight to maintain, and work out, where I just sit and watch videos, so you're doing AWESOME!!! Love it :D And you are not whiny, but its good to talk to us, we miss you :D