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Photo Phobic

Monday, August 20, 2012

Not being a particularly hansome person to begin with, I have always been very hesitant to share my "fat" pictures. Being quite disgusted by them I hesitated having them taken or shared. At work I would not post a picture on the phone application. On facebook I use a picture of my kids. I have used pictures of my dogs in the past.

Last week as part of my self motivation I had my son take some current pictures and I posted them. I do not particularly like how I look in them, but I decided having a before picture would be a good motivation not to look like that. I think not having to look at myself allowed me to be in denial and allowed myself to continue in my state of obesity. Now I will have the before and the interim pictures to remind me who I am taking this journey.
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CAINADAI 8/22/2012 11:32AM

    I know how you feel, completely. I avoided pictures for so long that I have very few pictures of me at my heaviest to compare with now. I'm starting to get less camera shy as I drop pounds and look/feel different, even though I have a long way to go still... you will too!

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SPARK-JEAN 8/20/2012 3:07PM

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It can be hard - but great job on making the decision for YOU.
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MISTYLOVESLIFE 8/20/2012 1:37PM

    I was the same way! However, once I got the courage to post my "before" pics, it's been a lot easier for me to see the changes I have made to my body! Good job on posting your pics! It will motivate you like nothing else! Keep up the great work!

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