Harder Than It Looks
Monday, August 20, 2012
I really, really want to get back on track...I swear I do...but then again maybe I don't...because I keep not getting back on track...which goes against what I think I want...hmmm.
I'm not sure why it is so hard this time. I guess I still really haven't found a reasonable goal. I'm using my vacation in December which is still just too far away to seem real. People have been giving me good advice, but I just can't seem to settle on any one thing. Maybe I'll just start small. Give the apartment a good cleaning. I've got a friend coming up this weekend...so I need to do that anyways. Then work on a few new Zumba songs. Introducing new songs always pushes me to work a little harder in class. Just take a few small steps to work my way back up to and beyond where I was. I really want to go even further. I want to push myself...I just need to find the motivation to actually DO it. DO. So different from want. I have to DO something.
If I don't get to bed soon I won't be doing much of anything tomorrow. That's what I get for drinking coffee too late...
Have a good week everyone! :)