Saturday, August 18, 2012
Ok, since my last blog on here, there have been some changes. First of all, my parents and my friends parents, and a few other people all did there best to stop us from moving to Los Angeles. They won. Since then I have been living a misareble life. Everything that can go wrong pretty much has, but I'm not going to go in to all that. The main thing that has fialed for me, is my diet. I was doing good, and lost like 5 pounds. THen I gained it all back, and then some. It seems like evrytime I start to try to lose weight, evryone screws me up in some way or another, even when they don't know it. Honestly it seems like nobody wants me to be happy at all. I have no friendds to hang out with anymore, the one friend I did have, moved 30 minutes away and neither of us has a car. I walk a mile 5 days a week to work; and as soon as it starts cooling off, I'll be walking that mile back home. But that mile does nothing for me any more. I have been walking it for close to 5 months now. THe only "gym" that is close to me, is nothing at all, its almost worthless. I have done all I can think of to get and keep motivation, but it's no use. I think the fact that this town that I live in, is so crappy. There is nothing to do at all here, and I'm not exerating either. Walking to Wal-Mart at night is the most exciting thing to do, and it's only a mile to two miles away. Hopefully I can move out of here soon, and get on track better. Till then, does anyone have any ideas on how to keep motivated?