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Bummed out, trying not to let it get to me too much

Saturday, August 18, 2012

So, I gained back two pounds this week, even though I felt like I had been doing really well with working out and watching my food. Not good enough though, and I'm pretty sure that it is my latenight eating habits causing the extra calories.

Obviously this requires a closer examination of this habit to see how I can modify it into something more healthy. My current idea is this: I live in a neighborhood that is as safe as anyplace can be, so as long as I'm not walking in the middle of the road with all black on it would be safe to go outside for a bit. I don't plan on exercising though, because I want to stay calm so I can go back to bed more easily. What I will do is take a bowl of veggies and a glass of water outside and just sit on the porch for about 15-20 minutes and see if that helps. Because I'm not entirely certain if I'm really wanting lots of food in the middle of the night (even though I do think I feel hungry) or if I'm just feeling restless and can't think of anything else to do at 2am other than eat food. :P

That said, just because I gained weight back, I'm not counting this week as a loss. I think I did very well about finding active things to do each day. I tried out some more beginner/intermediate level strength and cardio exercises, and I walked 10 miles. That might not seem like a lot of walking to the more advanced members of this site, but I was personally impressed that I'd managed to get that much walking in without feeling exhausted. Next week I will see if I can push it a little farther or try to beat my times from this week.


Oh also a blurry photo of the tat I got this week. :3 So like I said, this week certainly wasn't all bad!

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NEKOJASON 8/19/2012 1:09PM

    It's an octopus. :) tho I guess ood do kindof look like people with octopus-heads. ^^; Not too much story. Mostly I really like octopuses and just ocean life in general. Maybe a bit of motivation for me to get comfortable with the idea of swimming again. I have not been since before I started with my transitioning stuff like six or seven years ago? I used to be scuba certified so it's definitely something I miss.

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KELLY122581 8/19/2012 5:16AM

    Hey, what is your tat by the way? is it an octopus or those aliens from dr. who (the ood)? I can't see it very well. Is there a story behind?

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KELLY122581 8/19/2012 4:08AM

    You are just in the beginning :-) It takes our bodies some time to catch up sometimes. Just keep at it. You may need to adjust your nutrition/fitness setting a little bit until you find the equation that works for you. emoticon

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MELISSAD71 8/18/2012 6:30PM

    Keep moving forward and count this week as a victory because you have learned so much about yourself especially your ability to persevere!

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NEKOJASON 8/18/2012 1:47PM

    Thank you for the encouragement. I know from experience that if I focus too much on the bad things, it is very easy for me to give up, but this is important to me so cannot afford to do that. :) Femislim, that is a great idea you suggested. I suppose it might take more patience to wait for changes in inches (though I've never done this before, so admittedly I don't really know how long this should take!) but I just have to keep going!

I figure even if I can't manage to lose as much weight/reach the size and shape that I wanted, as long as I'm still advancing with all of my fitness goals then I am not wasting my time. :) But I will still be working towards both. (the body I want and the additional fitness)

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WAVAIRENE 8/18/2012 12:09PM

    Wow! You have just inspired me with your positive attitude. I was so frustrated with myself this week because I only lost .8lbs. Now I'm embarrassed. Thank you for the gut check. And I hope you do great next week. Stay positive.

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FEMISLIM 8/18/2012 12:03PM

    Try no to focus on the numbers but on the Non-scale victories. When I reached a plateau for almost a month, I lost a pant size. Since then, I learned to ignore the scale.

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BEVERLY518 8/18/2012 12:02PM

  I like how you have acknowledged yourself by admitting to a little setback, and then going on to focus on the positive.

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