Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Worst phrase ever right? I find it pretty ironic to be writing about it on SPARKpeople.... but that is the reason I was given this past week when my sorta boyfriend broke up with me. I thought I would break down and give up on this journey... it would have been easy. My birthday was the 6th and then I was moving and everything and had gotten a little off track. So After a week of being off course how did I react to him calling things off? I went running. I have exercised and burned at least 300 calories every night the past 4 nights. I didn't doubt my worth, I didn't give up on myself... I didn't even eat any chocolate! I am pretty sure chocolate is allowed for breakups right? You know what though? The more happy I have been with myself lately the worse I felt in our relationship. I think this is for the best even though it hurts. And you know what? The spark isn't gone! I clearly have "the spark" in the most important way possible. This spark inside of me is going to keep burning and keep me going on this path.