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asking for dua or prayers.

Monday, August 13, 2012

hi everyone i am not the one to usually ask for dua and prayers but i do ask this time.i am going through a stressful time as usual.friday i started feeling really ill,dizzy,no energy and nausious i went to bed the same time as the kids and didnīt even wake up when lotfi came back from the moschee.he said he tried to wake me up and i was out for the counti didnīt hear him come to bed later or even hear ayyub come into our bed whoich is not like me as i am a very light sleeper as i have to listen out for the kids incase they have any breathing problems etc,so first this was very unlike me.when i woke up saturday morning my right leg was covered in a great big ugly red raw rash from ankle to knee and my left leg only had a bit of a rash on it.it was burning still is and it feels hot to the touch but the slightest touch when one of the children accidently knock me or an item of my clothing touches it i could really scream(in fact i have on several occassions.)normally i would have gone to the er on saturday but i was afraid they would keep me in and as ayyub has an operation tomorrow(10am german time please pray)and i had to take him today for his pre op check up i didnīt go.by sunday my left leg was as covered as my right also my feet and it is starting to spread above the knee,.well today went to my drīs who even called in the senior dr of the practice who also happenes to be an internist to look.my dr says i am also showing her things she has never seen etc.like she had never heard about my blood desease untill i got diaognosed with it.she said she has seen this on my leg before but normally only on one leg and not so bad,the blood vessels are definately infected and she has given me antibiotics,she wanted me to go straight to the hospital but i have promised to go straight after ayyub has had his operation and i know he is alright(so here is hoping that he doesnīt have any after effects while i am in the hospital as both my dr and her senior partner seems to think thy will keep me in.they think it is either to do with my blood desease or that i have maybe another auto immune desease that hasnīt been diaognosed yet,lol.(as if i havenīt got enough wrong with me.in the meantime i am not to do anything and to keep my feet up as much as possible and if the rash moves higher up the body i am not to wait till after ayyubs operation but go straight to hospital not to pass go and not to pick up my 200$(well hospitals feel like jails to me)having said that that is the last thing i can do at the moment if i am going into hospital i have to first do some ironing to save lotfi later,make some bread as well as pack a bag for the hospital justin case as the last time i went in re the aneurysma and we didnīt know i was staying my husband did it and it was all wrong who needs 8 bras and only two slips,pj tops no bottoms,etc,etc so after i wrote this blog i will be busy and check ever 30 minutes for ten minutes feet up on spark till all is done.not that there is ever a right time for hospital this is definately a bad time as it is ramadam so with lotfi fasting he will have a hard job energy wise looking after the kids as well as cooking the meals as because of zakariyas allergies everything and i mean everything has to be made from scratch and if ayyub has any after effects from his op and i am not there.also if i have to spend along time in hospital i will also miss our eid whicjh is our religious celerbration at the end of eid.lotfi will also probably not be able to visit me in this hospital out of several reasons,no children are allowed.it is in the middle of towmn and our car is not registered for that zone so he couldnīt take the car in.he also wouldnīt be able to go to moschee for talawii prayers and this are the most important times(the last ten days)to be inm the moschee.like i said wrong timing.on the good side this time i will have a tapestry to do to take with me as i can only do 10 mins at a time so it is not finished,lol.normally at this time of year we are in tunisia so i am please this has happened while we are here,no offensce to tunisia but the medical conditions are alot better here.anyway thereit is .you can see now why i am asking for prayers.if they donīt keep me in hospital i will be back tomorrow night to post how ayyubs op went and what the hospital said about me but if you donīt here know i am in hospital.hope you all are having a better time of it as me.take care and keep smiling.thanks once again for being there for me.hugs
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  • v CHERKYLE
    Prayers for you and your family!! Sorry I am behind in reading this - hope that things are looking up!! emoticon
    1470 days ago
  • v CHERKYLE
    Prayers for you and your family!! Sorry I am behind in reading this - hope that things are looking up!! emoticon
    1470 days ago
  • v AHMARROSE
    My heart with you and of course my prayer ( duaa)
    Inshallah everything will be great
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    1471 days ago
  • v FITCOFFEEMOM357
    Karen I hope you are doing better. I really hope thngs turn Round for tou. I am glad to hear the op was good, now for you.

    Please keep us posted as much as possible.
    1471 days ago
  • v FATHINSN
    I doa for you and family to have better health and life and cures if any of you get sick, Amin. Don't forget to do your own efforts :D InsyaAllah, with Doa, Tawakal and Effort, you and your family will get through :D
    1471 days ago
  • v RAINBOWCHOC
    I'm reading this late but I am hoping all is working itself right. I hope the antibiotics are doing their job and the rash is going away. I hope your children manage without mum for a day or two and you are all together again soon
    lots of love
    Sandra
    1472 days ago
  • v RAMONAFLOWERZ
    Oh no! I'll be sending up healing prayers for sure!

    Big Hugs coming your way too...

    Get well, friend.
    1472 days ago
  • v -SONIA-
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    Thinking of you, hun! emoticon emoticon
    1472 days ago
  • v GERRI4
    emoticon and stay strong. You must go to the hospital ASAP, Lofti will be fine with the kids and eid will come again next year. Sending lots of hugs and healthy vibes to you and your family emoticon emoticon
    1472 days ago
  • v ABB698
    As always, I will be praying for you and for your baby's operation to all go well and pray you are healthy and feel better very soon! Love you! emoticon
    1473 days ago
  • v KAYTIE22
    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Take care of yourself and may you feel better very soon.
    1473 days ago
  • v POSITIVELY_EB
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    1473 days ago
  • v ~ELLE~
    Karen, My thoughts and prayers are with you and Ayyub. Take care of yourself. emoticon
    1473 days ago
  • v MILLISMA
    Karen, my heart aches for all you are going through. Will keep you and your family in my prayers. So sorry.

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    Mary Anne
    1473 days ago
  • v BIGPAWSUP
    I am praying for you!
    1473 days ago
  • v EVWINGS
    My prayers are on the way to you and your entire family, along with the hospial staff who will care for you.
    1473 days ago
  • v EBEAMS
    I will certainly be remembering you in my prayers for a quick healing process and complete recovery. Hugs, my friend. emoticon
    1473 days ago
  • v SUSIEPH1
    Ohh Karen my lovely friend !! I so feel for you .. as if ayubs op isn't enough for you to worry about ..
    But sweetheart you must get to the hospital as soon as possible the earlier they find out what is wrong with you the earlier you will heal ..
    Please don't wait ..Lotfi will get ayub to hospital some how ..
    You must go now !!
    You are no good to them dead my friend and putting things off, can mean the difference betweem life and death.
    I am not trying to frighten you but as a former nurse I know how serious this is ...
    I am sending you all my love and prayers healing vibes .. Please Please just go ... Much Love Susie emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1473 days ago
  • v CARIOLA
    Karen, I am SO sorry to hear that all this has happened at once. I know it will be hard to do, but try to be easy on yourself. The important thing is that you rest so that you can be with Ayyub tomorrow. Then give in and let the hospital take care of you. You and the family will be in my thoughts.

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    1473 days ago
  • v KBROWN-VE
    My prayers are with you and your family, hope it all works out and things get better for you.
    1473 days ago
  • v TARANITUP
    Wow that is very scary - my prayers are with you!
    1473 days ago
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