Monday, August 13, 2012
On Saturday, I went to mall to eat not to shop. There is a Japanese buffet restaurant in the mall which is very nice. I haven't been there for a couple years and my DH wanted to go there since I like sushi. Anyway, we had about 45 minutes before the restaurant to open for lunch. (We got there early because I had a medical test that morning and it was done early.) To kill the time, I went to shop for clothes. I don't need any new clothes but, why not? I bought a skirt from H&M which made me happy that I could find some clothes in size 10. I tried size 10 before in that store and it was tight. I know the style could make a difference in fitting but I was happy that I found something I like and it fits snug. After that, DH & I wondered around the mall and went into BCBG Max. I know I don't have any fancy event to go but I wanted to see what kind of dress they have. As we walked in, the sales rep greeted us and told me that they have more 'sizes' in the back if I need. She basically said that the sizes they have out will not fit me. I know I'm not skinny but it hurt little...especially in front of my husband. She was really skinny and other sales associates were tall and skinny too. I checked the sizes in the store and they were size 0 or 2. Well, I would not fit any of them. I'm only size 10. I was feeling good about myself losing some wt and found a cute outfit. But after the trip to BCBG, I was bummed. They probably don't even have my size in the back. My size is too big for them to carry. I know I'm being too sensitive about the comment she made but it didn't help my mood. I made a joke out of it and went to the restaurant. I ate my lunch and came home. I was de-motivated and ate all weekend long and didn't exercise at all. Now I'm motivated to lose more wt and I will visit the same store next year and try on its dress size 2. (When my lowest wt, I wore size 4.) I will not buy it but I will take a pic. Hopefully my dream come true.