Wednesday, August 08, 2012
The more I workout the more I realize. All this is for me. Every run, every abb crunch. This is all for my benefit. It hurts like hell, and I want to pass out everyday. But this is for me. So I have to remember this blog is for me as well.
Today I have mixed emotions about lots of things. In general I feel happy. But I am pretty sad about my weight loss. I want this to happen quickly but I doubt that will happen. I am stressed out because I am in the middle of applying for jobs, and trying to find a car. Its all very stressful and those Doritos in my cupboard are looking more and more delicious.
I am also leaving my comfy little love bubble in a month and I am pretty upset about it. I will miss him and I am worried that will hinder my weight loss further. Ho Hum. I am doing this for me...I just have to keep remembering that. Every drip of sweat is one step closer to my goal. I feel lost and just the thought that I am doing this for myself.