Wednesday, August 08, 2012
It is just worse day of my life where I finds out my family members are making fun of me because I am fat and not good looking as others. I don't have many friends and I don't make jokes around
Today I found out that my sister and my husband were keep commenting on one of the picture of my wedding which is with my sister. He just said "Charming Sisters" and then my sister started to make all the comments with him that who is more beautiful (either me or her) and what will happen if he says she is more beautiful then me. I did noticed these comments but did not make a big deal out of it. After all they were just having little fun. It was not the first time when they have made fun of me. I knew and had let it go with it.
When my husband replied that we both are look a like then I thought let me add a little and make a nice comment. I just commented my husband to have some fun and then he replied to her..what your sister doing in our conversation. It hurt me so bad that he thinks I am in a middle. Then soon he left another comment to her that that's why I have left a message that "you two look a like so I don't get in trouble with her". It did hurt me more and deleted all the conversation from that page. At last I saw his comment that "your sister is left our conversation and that's relief".
When I talked to my sister about it that if she wants to make a fun of me then have it limited. I was trying to tell her that these funny comments (which is to you and not to me) of yours and my husband hurts me. Instead of saying sorry she removed me from her friend list. She said she has also removed him from friend list. And I am sure when my husband will find out about it; he will think that this is my fault.
I just don't know what to do. At one side I am praying for him to come home as soon as and on the other side he is making all fun of me. I know I am fat and I also know that I am not beautiful like others but who gave rights to them to insult me like this