Tuesday, Aug. 7, 2012 - Is It Possible? Will It Settle?
Tuesday, August 07, 2012
Wow, how plans change, life changes, challenges. I sometimes wonder if it is possible that I will ever lose any weight or am I doomed with being FAT forever until I go to my grave.
Tomorrow, I need to get up, take shower, head to gym. I then need to finish cleaning/getting us packed up. I am officially done with the bankruptcy...discharge was 8/1. House is scheduled for auction 8/24, but who knows. My hubby has been working because one of the guys retired. The job in Cali is delayed.
We went to retirement party on Saturday. I decided to bring watermelon because it was HOT and it would be healthy. Well, turned out, I wasn't the only one thinking of health. There was a large bowl of mixed fruit, blueberries, strawberries, cantelope, melon dew. Someone brought a flat of raspberries and a flat of blackberries. There was homemade macaroni shrimp salad and red potato salad. They boiled chicken then put on the grill to warm and BBQ. There was, of course, hamburgers and hot dogs too. I was truly amazed at all of the wonderful food. I kept my swelling down. I did swell a little due to the heat but went into creek and put feet in and by evening back down.
I really really wonder if it is possible. Today I was really LAZY. I was LAZY on Monday too. I feel like I am in a funk the past two days.
Ok, partly, I have no furniture except my couch which is our bed too. It is only thing to sit/lay on. We have an air mattress on it. I have the tv and my computer. The house is pretty empty. I need to do some cleaning, but I hate getting dressed and doing stuff, then coming to our bed...or couch...to sit on...I like to be in my clean pj's if that makes sense. Anyways, no plans, hubby at work, it is perfect recipe for not going anywhere or doing anything. I am not letting the funk last because I CAN'T...IT JUST CAN'T HAPPEN. I am going to GYM tomorrow morning.
I did go to the gym the other day and was amazed that I was able to go 1 hour on the elipical on level 3.
I did walk the neighborhood one day. Now, I am off to watch some tv.
Sparking has been difficult because my internet is so so slow. I wonder if I will ever get settled in a motel, or where it be. My hubby and I decided that we are going to save every penny to purchase a motorhome. Yep, want to find a motorhome in good shape that we can get for a good price (cheap) so maybe can live in it and go to cali in it. that would be a dream come true.
I really want a motorhome to have for a home. It would be a dream come true.