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Saturday, August 04, 2012

emoticon Alright, I'm starting this blog off with a mad face because of my attitude lately. I am not very happy with my attitude as of the past month and a half. I've seem to be mean to people and distance myself to them. I am going to be the first to admit to this. I know some people blame others on their attitudes or because they are not happy. I know for one that this is my fault. I am normally a happy go lucky person. I've always been a person that resolves issues quickly and gets over things with no problem. I know people have their bad days and can lash out at you. It's happened to me and I forgive them but I do not want to be a mad sad person. I want this to go away. Lately I have had feelings of jealousy toward people, I have been very negative and just been down right mean to people. What is this issue I am having? I do not think it's okay for me to be jealous of anyone. I have a great husband, a beautiful daughter, and I am alive. This is just not me. I wonder if it's some sort of post pardum thing. I had my baby four months ago though. I don't like this feeling. It could be just that I need to get up and be more active. I don't know. I have no reason to feel sad. Maybe you guys can help me see something that I don't. I want these feelings to go away. It's probably this guy -> emoticon
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    Feel better soon.
    1876 days ago
    1877 days ago
    If you think it may be coming from having a baby - your best bet is to talk to your doctor. They should be able to pin point whether or not this is the issue. Talking about it is always a good start. I hope it gets better for you real soon and if you need to chat - just let me know. I am here for you.
    1877 days ago
  • LOTUS737
    I came across your post- I think it's important that you've noticed a change in your behavior and you don't like the way you've been feeling. I haven't had any babies yet, so I can't speak to any personal postpartum experience, but maybe you can try to increase your activity as you mention? I'm sure it's hard with a new baby, but you can try to start working in small amounts at a time. Spark also has this article about natural mood lifters, maybe one will work for you?
    I hope you start feeling more like yourself soon! And if not, a trip to the doctor might help you nail down what's going on!
    1878 days ago
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