Friday, August 03, 2012
So I have done really well the last 3 days. Loads of fresh veggies, some fresh fruits, very little bread. Even walked a mile yesterday. But right now, my stomach hurts. I am fairly certain I would not have died without the bacon cheeseburger and fries I just ate at 11 pm. But all my brain said was "you're starving! Remember the bacon cheeseburger you have been craving for the last 2 days? Ask Nick to go get food. Come on fat girl, you're hungry!"
This is it. I am so sick of shoveling my own grave with a fork. I'm tired of not believing in myself.
Shut up fat girl. I'm gonna rock this!