Friday, August 03, 2012
Ok, so 7 pounds into this, 4 waist inches gone and here I am getting frustrated. It is silly I know. I have to push through this. It happens every time these last four years. I get started, then inevitably I start to have bad thoughts.
Frustrated with my wardrobe. My jeans fall off of me cuz they are too big but the next size down is too tight to wear for any length of time without getting a stomach ache. So I live in a world of elastic waist pants mostly. Shirts that are my favorites hug my least favorite part of me too much.
I don't want to feel this way anymore! I want it to be like it used to be, I would see something on the hanger, I loved it, I put it on and felt like a million bucks! I want that back! I want to wear a dress and feel pretty. Thankfully my husband still makes me feel like I am beautiful.
I cannot imagine how this is for people with no support at home, my heart goes out to you. Even with support this can be one tough ride! We have to stick with this. I have to keep pushing this time. I know what I want and I am going after it! No turning back this time. And this time, when I put that dress on the great thing will be I really worked hard for it!
I have to say thank you to SP and all the friends I have made so far. Yall are such a huge help to me! THANK YOU!