Lately I've been through alot. Actually I hit rock bottom in the area of my health and body. I feel that since I got through this physical hardship all I can think of is being healthy and have never felt so natural about it. No resentment or urges to even eat bad because of my tramatizing experience. Because of the extra weight (I know its not my fault at all for what happened to me) I do feel it magnified the pain. I wouldnt say I've lost my appitite but I no longer have the urge to eat bad because Im focused and truely know that it is the only way for me to get past rock bottom and come out on top better than ever. So now I am losing weight and going in the right direction and not looking back!