Wednesday, August 01, 2012
My girlfriend did not call last nigjt. I had a hard time getting sleep. I woke uo late. I naver made it to dars. My roommate said some negative comment about me doing nothing. I admit i am having a hard time getting motivated. I will have to pit up with my dad to get my stuff. My roomate also told me i have to keep riding the gov. To get help. I dont like being a pest sometimes it is better to be cooperative. I also dont want to hear another lame excuse why i cant be helped. I have been searching and asking online and i got abook on different agencies that may help. It also is about 90 degress outside and i cant take the heat like i used to. I hopefully will have a good cry soon and get back on track. It wasnt to long ago when my bipolar roommate sat around in his underware all day did not clean while i worked part time and took care of the house. I let him feel his feelings i did not bitch at him and tried to be possitve and set an example. Seems now we have a role reversal. Thanks for letting me vent.