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Feeling blue

Wednesday, August 01, 2012

My girlfriend did not call last nigjt. I had a hard time getting sleep. I woke uo late. I naver made it to dars. My roommate said some negative comment about me doing nothing. I admit i am having a hard time getting motivated. I will have to pit up with my dad to get my stuff. My roomate also told me i have to keep riding the gov. To get help. I dont like being a pest sometimes it is better to be cooperative. I also dont want to hear another lame excuse why i cant be helped. I have been searching and asking online and i got abook on different agencies that may help. It also is about 90 degress outside and i cant take the heat like i used to. I hopefully will have a good cry soon and get back on track. It wasnt to long ago when my bipolar roommate sat around in his underware all day did not clean while i worked part time and took care of the house. I let him feel his feelings i did not bitch at him and tried to be possitve and set an example. Seems now we have a role reversal. Thanks for letting me vent.
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    Sounds like you are just having a bad go at it...maybe you need to sit back and recoup and set new goals to achieve in the short term. You need help and if you have to beg borrow or cry for it...you just have to get it. You have the right ideal about the room mate...and a question....WHY do you have a room mate that would be negative toward you? Anyway take a deep breath and cry if you need to but make sure you get back on track. Things have to get better. Good luck.

    2051 days ago
    Hang in there!
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