Tuesday, July 31, 2012
I'm am seriously failing miserably trying to keep up with everything. I'm not sure why I put so many expectations on myself. i want to help everyone and be there for everyone, yet I'm completely over extended! I can't keep up on Spark, Heck I just logged two weeks of workouts in....I can't keep up with my blog, I have 20 different topics I'd like to discuss. I struggle to keep up with my business, housework, spending time with my family, ohh and there's those "to do" jobs to do around the house, like haul off the goodwill pile, file paperwork and clean out the closets. I'm EXHAUSTED! and I didn't even mention all the social media sites I'm involved in. Something has to give.
I'm not sleeping well, I'm feeling completely unaccomplished, and honestly, I just want to curl up with my book and not move. I feel like if I can't keep it all up I will let down so many people. I just don't' want that to happen. I want to be there for them, I want to support them. I guess I can only do what I can.
What I am NOT failing at is my physical health. My eating is solid, my workouts are on it, I started weight training and joined a gym. I absolutely love it! I know if I didnt' have this part down I would completely lose it! If in doubt go work out!! HA!
Big Deep Breath....it is what it is...I'm doing the best I can...WTH am I going to do when work starts back up next month? Ohhhhhh......stress....